you were my everything歌词

you were my everything　this goes out to someone that was　once the most important person in my life　i didn't realize it at the time　i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so　i don't really expect you to either　it's just... i don't even know　just listen...　you're the one that i want, the one that i need　the one that i gotta have just to succeed　when i first saw you, i knew it was real　i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel　that wasn't me; let me show you the way　i looked for the sun, but it's raining today　i remember when i first looked into your eyes　it was like god was there, heaven in the skies　i wore a disguise 'cause i didn't want to get hurt　but i didn't know i made everything worse　you told me we were crazy in love　but you didn't care when push came to shove　if you loved me as much as you said you did　then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit　now you pushed me away like you never even knew me　i loved you with my heart, really and truly　i guess you forgot about the times that we shared　when i would run my fingers through your hair　late nights, just holding you in my arms　i don't know how i could do you so wrong　i really wanna show you i really need to hold you　i really wanna know you like no one could else know you　you're number one, always in my heart　and now i can't believe that our love is torn apart　refrain:i need you and　i miss you and　i want you and　i love you 'cause　i wanna hold you,　i wanna kiss you　you were my everything　and i really miss you (x2)　i knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man　and then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand　the thought of that just shatters my heart　it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart　at times we was off i was scared to show you　now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you　without you, everything seems strange　your name is forever planted in my brain　damn it, i'm insane,　take away the pain　take away the hurt　baby, we can make it work　what about when you　looked into my eyes　told me you loved me　as you would hugged me　i guess everything you said was a lie　i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes　now i'm not even a thought in your mind　i can see clearly, my love is not blind　refrain　i just wish everything could have turned out differently　i had a special feeling about you　i thought maybe you did too　you would understand, but...　no matter what, you'll always be in my heart　you'll always be my baby　our first day, it seemed so magical　i remember all the time that i had with you　remember when you first came to my house?　you looked like an angel wearing that blouse　we hit it off, i knew it was real　but now i can't take all the pain that i feel　reach in your heart, i know i'm still there　i don't wanna hear that you no longer care　remember the times? remember when we kissed?　i didn't think you would ever do me like this　i didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed　i thought you'd be there for me, this i confess　you said you were my best friend, was that a lie?　now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy　i tried, i tried, i tried, and i'm trying　now on the inside it feels like i'm dying　refrain　[talking] and i do miss you　i just thought we were meant to be　i guess now, we'll never know　the only thing i want is for you to be happy　whether it be with me, or without me　i just want you to be happy