“out from under”确切的意思是什么？

You keep coming back to tell me 你身影不断告诉我You're the one who could have been 你在我心里占有一席之地And my eyes see it all so clear 那样的画面清晰可见It was long ago and far away but it never disappears 虽然长久 遥远 却不曾消失I try to put it in the past 我试著淡忘他Hold on to myself and don't look back 坚持自我 不要回首[Chorus]I don't wanna dream about 我不想再向往All the things that never were 今非昔比的过往Maybe I can live without 或许我可以无忧无虑的生活When I'm out from under 只要我逃出阴霾I don't wanna feel the pain 我不想再受伤What good would it do me now 那对我有什麼好处I'll get it all figured out 所有情结都将解开When I'm out from under 只要我逃出阴霾So let me go 那就放了我吧Just let me fly away 让我展翅高飞Let me feel the space between us growing deeper 让我们之间的鸿沟And much darker every day 随著时光不断塌陷Watch me now and I'll be someone new 现在你会看到全新的我My heart will be unbroken 我也不必再为你伤心It will open up for everyone but you 除了你 我会接纳任何人Even when I cross the line 就算是过往的藕断丝连It's like a lie I've told a thousand times 也全都是千言难尽的谎言[Chorus]And part of me still believes 另一个我仍相信When you ay you're gonna stick around 你会继续为我等下去And part of me still believes 另一个我仍相信We can find a way to work it out 我们之间仍充满希望But I know that we tried everything we could try 其实我们早已试过千方百计So let's just say goodbye 那就让我们各奔东西