求译成英文；“你这个笨蛋，你知道我有多害怕失去你吗？你却把我推得远远的”。

你这个笨蛋，你知道我有多害怕失去你吗？你却把我推得远远的

How silly you are! Did you ever know how painfully i suffered from the trepidation of losing you?

But you just push me so far away.