侧田的《我有今日》开头英文歌词是甚麼意思?`

hate myself for loving you so much

oh i hate myself for falling back in love

never been good at words i wanna say

i sing my love for you

i'll just let the music

makes sweet love to you

我恨我自己如此爱你，

我恨我自己又陷入爱里，

从来不擅长去表达自己，

只能将爱情唱给你，

让音乐把甜美的爱带给你。